for once, i am really contemplating to leave.
in all seriousness.
even my dad has given the go ahead.
there is pretty much nothing here tht keeps me.
i really wish this will work out.
NYC wait for me :)

i was so disappointed in you.
you gave me hope and shattered them.
and now you dropped me.

there calls for no reason to stay anymore.
somehow i guess a whole new lease of life awaits me.
i need a change, a new environment.
and this is my break.
it could really work out.
i want to get out, and maybe fast.

its funny how things work sometimes.
shane found a job here, and he plans to live here.
while here i am, hoping for my chance to leave.

life is full of uncertainties and as much as i am uncertain what i would be leaving behind,
i do really want to give it a shot.
*keeping my fingers crossed*
~tas