I was definitely caught by surprise.
too shocked for words.
i realised it when i heard it from your best friend.
tht you couldnt handle it all along.
and i thought tht all along we had an understanding
but you left me just because you cannot handle.
if i dint hear it from her i never would have believed it.
even till now i cant believe it.
tht sudden coldness from you was because i gave too much to try to make things work.
it almost sounds like the joke's on me.
and there i thought tht i did something wrong and i felt so awful.
you just couldnt handle me.
its ridiculous! and somewhat hilarious.
niceness is a sin, and now i seriously believe tht.
its translated in the wrong language tht i cant understand.
maybe too foreign tht i cant handle too.
it puzzles me, im bewildered.
~tas